A shot to the head,
Blood splashing everywhere,
I don’t want to die,
I do want to die.
Closing my eyes,
Hoping it’s just a nightmare,
I hear gunshots,
Bringing me back to reality.
I can hear people screaming,
I can hear them suffering.
I can smell the nasty odor of rotten flesh and blood,
But somehow, I can’t feel their pain.
Frozen and unable to breathe,
It fucking hurts like hell to be alive,
When everyone else is dead.
I don’t know what’s worse:
Having a gun pointed to my face by a man I once loved,
Or seeing the man I love drift away in my arms.
Life is like a long road.
And all you can do is keep on going,
Even when all the rest is gone.