I woke up today feeling more anxious and worried than usual. Everyone has applied for universities but me. I still haven’t decided what I want to major in yet. I’ve talked to Ryan and he’s really pushing me to move away for college. He makes it sound so easy, but I know he’s just excited to meet me.
My parents want me to major in finance The University of Berlin, but with my low math grades, they should know better. Dad said that if I don’t major in something that’ll help me make a living in the future then he’d rather I worked at his sporting goods store. That’s definitely not happening though. Is he trying to ruin my whole life? Rosamunde’s transitional process from being school to college was smooth and easy. She knew what she wanted to major in and did that while also working a part-time job. She graduated valedictorian and was handed a high paid job because of that. She met her husband through work and within five years, they were married with a house and a baby. I wish things were half as simple for me.
Summer’s here again. It’s starting to get really warm outside which is kind of making me feel the blues. I think I’ll go take a walk by Titisee Lake in the afternoon just to get away from this house. I need to keep myself busy so I don’t go crazy.
Felix Eberstark 