I went to Lucy’s house today. She was supposed to tutor me but I couldn’t really focus so I made her do my homework. We then watched some TV and listened to some loud music. We kissed and made out for a while, but then she wanted more. She wanted to have sex. I didn’t know how to feel about that.
Lucy is all over the place. She’s always full of energy and moves too fast, and I’m not like that. She put her hand inside my pants and stroked my penis, but I was very hesitant on going all the way since her parents were only out for a while and could’ve been back at any second, so I just told her it was getting late and stormed out immediately.
I haven’t told my parents about Lucy. They’d want to know everything and I’ve never felt like talking about my private life and my friends with them anyway. I lied to them and told them I was at Leon’s, one of my childhood friends who lives two streets down from us. I haven’t talked to him in ages. I should definitely try and change that.