Claudia knows. She knows. I know she does. Hilda’s telling her everything now. Me on the other hand, I’m the last person to know about anything. I’m her best friend and she’s treating me like I don’t exist. She’s distanced herself a lot from me, and I think I know why. It’s because of Stephen. She knows how close Simon and I are, and so she can’t be close to me anymore; afraid I might figure things out. I’ve already figured things out, though. She should know better than to think I’d be oblivious.
I feel so left out. This feels like a huge slap on the face. Poor Simon. He has no idea about what’s going on. I want to tell him, but I don’t feel like I should interfere. It’s up to Hilda to make this right, but she doesn’t seem to care. She’s so selfish.
I don’t like seeing people treat each other so unfairly like that. Especially when the people you’re hurting really don’t deserve to be hurt. How self-centered can someone be to throw away something like what she and Simon have? Correction: Had.
Felix Eberstark 